i babysat, k wait, i playtime with the kids yesterday. i don't like babysitting, cuz all i imagine is me sitting on 2 babies suffocating them with me ass.
any-who, we went to the bizarre at Molly's Church, which was nice but very crowded. the food was very good though and molly was able to bring home lots of sandwiches. the downstairs had tables with lots on sale. lots of haggling, and people wanting me to buy their stuff. i only bought one turtle thing. ain't you proud? except that the same person i bought my turtle from, was bugging me into buying Tupperware and junky knickknack crap. i really dislike that, if i wanted some don't you think i would buy it? and beside most of that junk is just that junk. yesh.
i then took the kids to the park, we had a grand time, well they did. i just got weird looks from people thinking that the 2 were mine. till they yelled out auntie Ashley.
we then walked home and the girls drew pictures and made up stories about how the king punched the princess in the face. i love those kids.
Molly came home and we all biked to Bikeworks and got my bike all fixed up!
a really cutie that was there helped me fix my tire. i explained to him that i don't know much about fixing bikes and that times like those were real treats! he kinda looked surprised (probably cuz i was with molly and that girl has bike grease running through her veins, and honey too. bike grease and honey. oh yum!)
anyways he showed me what he was doing to my bike wheel, tighten and loosening the spokes. i of course being the high class lady that i am, i drooled on his shoe. he then put the wheel back on and fixed my brakes so that they were sitting right. i just drooled all over the place some more.
we left, cuz they were closing down and biked our booty to earths general store. bought soap, heck for 2 bucks a bar i bought 5! saved me like another 5-6 buck. got Dillon some candy, and a stick of apple pit stick for myself. omg its apple and i could just eat it! its all natural so i probably could. not that i would.....
I'm now listening to the kids play with dolls. supposedly the dolls father really isn't their father! oh the drama!
me and Scott are fighting again. i don't honestly think I'm ready for another one. he probable is wishing that we never did get back together on that rainy day over by the multi culti. i sometimes wonder if it was such a good idea too. perhaps we should have just cut the cord there and went on our merry way.
yet at the same time, i just want to say I'm sorry, do whatever it is that he wants me to do and curl up into his arms and sleep. i know that I'm finally broken because of this, like an old horse that has been beaten to the edge of death. i just want to sleep. perhaps ill do that tonight.
the girls just gave me a big hug and a kiss. that was kinda my silver lining.
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