GAH!!!!!! FUCK!! STUPID PEICE OF MOTHER FUCKING SHIT THAT PUTS A NEW MEANING OF CUNT INTO THE TERM!!
Why, dear god WHY?! does she have to act like a infant?! like you bring ANYTHING into the house and she is instantly snooping through it, digging for something she can have. if you tell her no she has a tantrum like a 5 year old.
like all the food i bring into the house she just HAS to consume. and it wouldnt be so bad if it was like A cookie, but fuck no! has to be the whole fucking container of cookies and if she could she would eat the container too! she just snoops! and if im not home its free range! she just goes in and eats whatever is there, or uses whatever she wants.
and of course lee isn't any better. he stole ALL my pencils and crayons. i had nothing for school! i felt so stupid. i had to use a highlighter. they just take whatever they want. never ask. god forbid!
like i just want my own stuff! my own room! my own fucking bed!
like today i tried to snatch a few bits of extra sleep and when i crawled into bed i found dirt and crumbs all in my fucking sheets! i have barely been sleeping up there lately. and i NEVER eat up there (unless im super sick. and if im ever super sick i sleep in dads bed because if i have to make a run for the toilet its quicker.) so i know they are not mine.
like now they have it down to i own a desk. not even the chair because they keep jacking it.
i dont live here anymore! i just breath in the warm air in the house!
i just want my own square. just my little place i can call home, and put all my stuff. keep it secure. i could cry
dad of course doesnt care. whatever.
im going to do some homework and have a shower. my eye hurts.

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