Elmo ran over my dog and knocked up my grandma.

yesterday molly said something i found really odd. she said that i was amazing because I'm able to get over obstacles. isn't that the reason we have obstacles? so we can get over them? i just found it odd. ive always been like that in a way. because to me the answer is obvious, either find a way to defeat it, or fail. you can expect the problem to solve itself.

well i was talking to a lady i know on msn (scotts mom to be exact) and everything she said was negative. all she did was complain about everything. how she cant lift heavy things, how she has too much stuff, and how she always seems in a rut. and all i could think was "well have you tried to start off small?" like yeah when i care shit i take way more then what i can handle. but the reason why i do that is i enjoy having the knowledge that i can achieve better then whats expected (even if it does make my body cry, poor bod) but at the same time i also know my limits.
so why cant she just do what she knows she can do? like can she not see tree from the forest? start with the one tree and soon you will have that spot of land cleared.

shes just one of those people that doesnt like her lot in life and doesnt want to do anything and change it. its like they are content living in their own self pity.

i can never imagine myself doing that really. yeah i get down but then i remember that only i can change and shape it.

still though, it frustrates me when they do this. because i try and explain to them that its them that needs to step up and change things, and yet its like they are so caught up in themselves that its like talking to a dead parrot. makes me wanna shake them! like a baby!!!
and like honestly. dont tell me this shit if you dont want to try and change things, and this bs that you "Can't, just can't!" stuff it. you can, you just need to light that fire under your rump


ugh, gotta go to school now. and stupid itunes wont quit, duh i wanna quit otherwise i wouldnt have hit the quit button! grrr. gots to go!