Who the Fuck is Alice?!

Oh, I don't know why she's leaving,
Or where she's gonna go,
I guess she's got her reasons,
But I just don't want to know,
'Cos for twenty-four years
I've been living next door to Alice.
Alice, who the fuck is Alice

Twenty-four years just waiting for a chance,
To tell her how I'm feeling, maybe get a second glance,
Now I've got to get used to not living next door to Alice...
Alice, who the fuck is Alice

i love that song. its by Smokie if anyone cares.

i have been so bummed out. i could have just bawled yesterday. i don't know why.... cabin fever? i just want sunshine. the sun did come out for a tiny bit when i was walking home from school. i stopped and tried to soak in the rays, it felt so good. then suddenly the wind picked up suddenly and whipped onto my face. it was like a bucket of cold water was thrown at me. a little shocking.

not much to report other then im really bummed out. haven't really talked to anyone so its kinda annoying.
i was sorta thinking back about my weekend at paul and mollys. when i went to one of the girls birthday parties i met both mothers of the kids. its a lesbian couple who have adopted twins, one is a healthy boy while the other one is a poor sickly girl. and it made me sad. you can see how much the couple love the kids and how much the kids love their moms. but why is it that people figure they shouldn't be together? there's love there! do you want these kids never to experience's love? yeah its not a ma and pa relationship, but honestly shouldnt the heart be what makes a home? or family? it just really rubs me when people say that they are okay with gay couples but think that they should never have children. and when they are asked why, their response is because it will screw up the kids. well im sorry but if a so called normal couple can make a fucked up kid why cant a gay family make a normal kid? "oh but the kids will turn out gay!" er? dont heterosexual parents sometimes raise gay children? its up to the kid! not the parent! the kid should be allowed to have a choice!

ugh. i think im going to go and play sims 2.

a really sweet song is:

Barry Louis Polisar - All I Want Is You

download it! or at least find it and play it once!