Where did you go? i miss you so.... seems like its been forever that you've been gone.

ugh, i hate that time of the month! my ovaries try to chew their way through my pelvis is swear!
then of course theres the lack of energy, bloated feeling, and never ending fear of leakage; resulting in spots.
but god forbid we forget the never ending emotional roller coaster! because you know i do love feeling wonderful one second then bawling because my shoes keep coming untied. its like every little emotion is magnified 20x. its times like this i wanna curl in to a ball with a pillow and a blanket, listen to sad songs while eating chocolate till this all blows over. oh dear god, throw in sailor moon marathon and im in heaven. honestly i am....

so i was in fashion and a lady came in to do laundry from the other class. shes walked over to see what my and teacher were doing, and started talking to my teacher. suddenly she looks at me and comments loudly thta i have beautiful hair. then her and my teacher went on to cluck like hens over how great my dress is and how great i am. all i could do is stand there and look like a deer caught in the headlights, blushing beat red. i don't know what it is, but when people do that i don't know how to react, i just freeze up and say nothing. and the times i do say something i stutter. but all i can think, is that i could have done better, this other person did a better job then me, its not that impressive. i dont know... i just find it weird.

god im tired. i could just drop to sleep. i look forward to bed right now. i have no energy.

ugh, i should get on my bike and get those groceries we need. on the plus side ive lost 10 pounds due to all the biking. but the way im going im going to gain it all back.