I should have made Amanda go with me into staples and get some markers and perhaps some watercolors and paintbrushes (cuz my current ones sux) but alas i forgot ^^; yeah...
i have been kinda putting it off for some time now, due to the fact i wanna get something that will be good and wont be dead straight from the package (damn you wally mart!)
Ill probably go and pick some up on wed. when i go into spruce for my doctors appointment, and see scott about trading stuff.
im kinda nervous about that, cuz honestly, i have no clue how its going to go. im kinda scared that he will be a jerk to me, i know its not likely, but its still there. i dunno when i think about how this may act out a bunch of scenarios flash behind my eyes and i start to tense up. i feel pricks behind my eyes and my throat feels like its closing up, i despise that feeling. i really hope that we can at least be friends. i dont want to give up 5 years of my life towards him just so that it can be thrown away.
ill be biking to spruce anyways so if it does go wrong i can just hop on my bike and take off.
and the power went out yesterday at work, thankfully it was after we were closed. but i wasn't able to print off 1/2 the stuff i needed to finish my close. Ellie and the other morning are probably super pissed at me and are gonna raise holly shit when i get there tomorrow. which honestly i really don't need. but i wasn't going to freaking wait around till the power came back on! i was already there for 15 min waiting. god i hate that job.
moms all drugged up again. god i hate her when shes like this. 1 min shes all "i love you Ashley!" then trying to tear my eyes out. then she cant figure out why i get mad at her when she tries to be nice to me again.
gotta deposit my income tax cheque too. scott hasn't text me back yet about when i should come over on wed.
im so tired now. i just wanna sleep. dear god im a drama queen.
Tacos?
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