This Will Turn Your Crank Hank.

wow. i havent seen such stupid people in a long time! i have to take math prep cuz i dont remember any of this stuff from grade 9! well there are some girls in there that are pushing up daisies cuz their brains dead. 1st day i got in one turns to the other and whines that my yellow shirts too white. then the rest of the class, they stare at me. kinda creepy.
next day the teachers telling us about success and self confidence. he asked the class how you spell success, and when to the board and wrote "WORK" on it. this one girl was all confused and kept saying that thats not how you spell success. the teacher exsplained to her you need to work to get success and she kept saying " but thats not how you spell success!" then he make a joke saying the only time he has ever been wrong was when he thought he was wrong. well the class laughed, then 10 min later the girl starts laughing her ass off. she finally figured out the joke. she will go far!

im feeling alot better, i figured out why i was all whiney and emotional. i got my er, unwanted friend. so in other word im all emotionally stable, and bleeding for 5 days and not dieing.

i have also lost 5 pounds! it actually shows too! i look a lil slimmer. so ive come to the conclusion, scott made me fat lol! im hoping on loosing more. ive been eatting better, laying off the crap food and going for a walk OR bike ride least once a day other then my commute to work. need to go swinging to get rid of my belly too.
ive always thought flab was fab, but i find i feel healthier with the few extra pounds off. probably cuz im actually being more healthy. horra!

all i need to do now is get more sleep. i get like a max of 7 hours if im lucky. i have to get into bed by at least 11:30 to get 7 hours. and thats like hit the pillow and not wake up till 7 on the dot. yeah fat chance. but tomorrow i get to sleep in! but i think i might try and go to bed earlier and get up around the same time anyway, just cuz then i keep my sleep patterns inline. im no longer a complete zombie when i get up. :D which is helpful.

I wanna make a shirt that says Fuck Me Color Blind. i love the idea! i wanna make my own shirts that say stuff i think is fun. not stupid stuff like "princess!" more like a shirt that has a face on picture of a chicken on the front that says "guess what!" then on the back it shows the chickens but and says "Chicken Butt" perhaps its cuz im bursting with creative (destructive?) energy!

i wanna make people gasp for some reason, i want people to be surprised or curious! when we were on our way to the Canada day party i wanted to change my shirt (cuz i bought a new one!) right in front of a family with kids just so i could laugh at them and their shocked look. i dont know why but i did.

another thing ive noticed, that whenever im stressed i just wanna ride my bike! it makes me feel free! like i can go anywhere and escape! im not really one for just abandoning my duties, but there are days i wonder if i should just move to a city that is really populated and hide for a bit. i sometimes dream of it. just packing my stuff into a backpack, hoping onto my bike and hitting the road. leave everything behind and start fresh, where no one knows me and can meet the real me not this person who has live a so called "hard life" and who has no past. id miss my dad though, and lee. mom well.... *cough*

anyways im gonna go outside and play! cya around!


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thats just how it is!